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Nov. 11th, 2010 | 07:46 pm
mood: blahblah

comment to be added.
please and thankyou.

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nothing personal.

Jul. 1st, 2009 | 08:08 pm
mood: disappointeddisappointed


On to the more serious side of things.
I don't think I ever post about anything that doesn't have to do with bands/ music/ celebrities or school.

here's something different...Collapse )

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born to hand jive?

Jun. 4th, 2008 | 08:05 pm
mood: cynicalcynical

so i know i'm probably just asking for sympathy or assurance or closure but i'm really worried/ self concious/ concerned about my role as cha cha in grease.
i'm glad i'm a lead, don't get me wrong (at least i'm kinda in the loop) but i just don't know how good a job i can do with her.
not as a character. she is a bit of a weird one. needy tryhard, i don't know whether she's got attitude or follows guys around like a puppy dog.

anyway i'm freaking out now;
because i feel like i can't be cha cha. she's supposed to be the best dancer at st bernadettes and at the rydell high sock hop. i seriously don't think i can live up to that. i'm not that flexible and my technique is in bad shape and  yeah. i know i can dance. but not that well. i'm just worried everyone will be like what the? she's cha cha and she sucks. i could do that. i'm not even that good a dancer compared to alot of the girls at my school. they should have had dance auditions. the only thing going for me is that i can sing (cha cha has to sing raining on prom night with sandy)
so i know that i truly deserved it but there were only four girls who tried out.
i know i'm being paranoid. but i was looking on youtube at other productions of grease with the handjive scene. and all the cha cha's can do splits and crazy lifts and things like that. i just don't think i can live up to who she is supposed to be. and in doing so. portray a bad cha cha. and then people will talk about it and say how crap a choice i was for her.
yesterday they taught me and marc (kenickie) the winning routine section (by accident, it's supposed to be danny) but it was really easy. like really easy. as if anyone else in the cast couldn't do that. but i told the choreographer that she needs to make it more complex and intricate with heaps of lifts and shiz if we're gonna look anything as deserving as winning. so hopefully it will be crazy and exciting and hard-looking. i know adults won't really think like that but teenagers will. especially the girls in the show dance group (if they come and watch) i know so many girls that would have been much better suited to me...
i really hope it all works out.

paranoia, paranoia
everybody's coming to get me..

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disneyintern; day five. [the end]

Apr. 18th, 2008 | 09:42 am
mood: gratefulgrateful

good morning and welcome to day five of my work exp. last day... *aww*
i'll save all the soppy nostalgic stuff till the end.

but i didn't complete my post yesterday so i'm about to go back and do that now.



i'll finish this post later.

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