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Jul. 1st, 2009 | 08:08 pm
mood: disappointeddisappointed



BEST VIDEO (L)

On to the more serious side of things.
I don't think I ever post about anything that doesn't have to do with bands/ music/ celebrities or school.

There's this guy. Who used to be my best friend two years ago. We would tell each other everything and we were so similar in terms of our celebrity obsessions/ bands etc. After a while, he started getting really close with his guy friends at school + made new friends with girls in the grade below me.
After I left to Europe for the Summer he got even closer to them. And that's probably where I lost him. Year 12/ HSC slowly got in the way of us being able to talk/ spend time with each other. And then he started liking this girl from another school. I slowly fell out of the loop.
I know people change, and circumstances change. But I miss having him as a friend. A close friend. All my friends are girls {which is not a bad thing but some variety wouldn't hurt}
We still talk. No where near as much as we used to. And seeing him in person is pretty awkward. Today I walked up to him to say hi. He just gave me a 'head up' thing and then I didn't know what else to say. And he was surrounded by all his other friends.
We've had a talk about how we've drifted away but I think that things will never be able to go back to the way they used to. We have different priorities now. Different interests.
I'm not saying that I want him to ditch all this other friends. Or even that he did anything wrong. I'm not angry at him. I don't blame him for anything. I think these things are just out of our control. It's just a shame to lose someone who was once so close to you.
Things change, we change, for the better or for the worse. We move on.

That was a pretty depressing note to end on.
But just reading his tumblr. And seeing how close he's gotten to other girls, I feel like I've been replaced so to speak. Like hey I used to be that girl he'd confide in. I miss him.

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Danielle

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from: 8sneezes1orgasm
date: Jul. 2nd, 2009 04:41 am (UTC)
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*hugs*

It's always hard moving on from friends. Keep your chin up (:


I love that song/vid so much &hearts

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Melissa.

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from: princess_mel91
date: Jul. 2nd, 2009 08:15 am (UTC)
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thank youuu :)

have you listened to nothing personal yet?

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Danielle

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from: 8sneezes1orgasm
date: Jul. 2nd, 2009 08:22 am (UTC)
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Haha I haven't been able to listen to much else! I'm still excited for my preorder though lol
Have you been listening to it too?

icon &hearts

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Melissa.

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from: princess_mel91
date: Jul. 2nd, 2009 08:33 am (UTC)
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I downloaded it. Haha.
But if i really really like it then I'll go out and buy it.
Idk. I like their old stuff better. Everything's too pop-y sounding. But super catchy all the same.
Did you preorder to get a poster/ tee shirt?

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Danielle

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from: 8sneezes1orgasm
date: Jul. 2nd, 2009 08:42 am (UTC)
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Fail. I posted the comment before I was finished xD

Yeah, I downloaded it, but had to preorder it cause I wanted that twitter tee so bad! lol
Also got me some JAGK bracelets while I was at it. Can't wait for them to turn up.

I quite like the album. It is a little different, but I like variety. Pretty sure this will be a big record for them.

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Melissa.

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from: princess_mel91
date: Jul. 2nd, 2009 09:10 am (UTC)
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Twitter tee?
Is that from GK?
Yeah. I think their popularity is starting to grow most definitely. Esp. after the tour with FOB.

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Danielle

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from: 8sneezes1orgasm
date: Jul. 2nd, 2009 09:24 am (UTC)
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Yeah this one:


Yeah exactly, but they were always a pretty popular band. I think the only reason they aren't on the mainstream radio is that most of their fans want to keep ATL to themselves lol

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Melissa.

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from: princess_mel91
date: Jul. 2nd, 2009 09:26 am (UTC)
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haha that's maddd.
i really hope when arttm release their debut album that they'll do a gk collab so i can get the shirt and cd.
except the one that they're selling with arttm at the mo' isn't that exciting.
i hateee buying things from america.
there's so much merch/ bracelets/ dogtags etc. i would get but the postage is insaneee.
i'm so jealous of everyone who gets to go to warped.
i'd blow all my money on tees.

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